...CAUSE THAT'S WHAT GUYS SHOULD DO.

"...Sometimes when you would talk about the "girls" at all saints youth, in the back of my mind I would think, 'i dont feel like im part of that'. I have made some bad decisions with guys and whenever you talk about what guys SHOULD do, I think to myself, I dont know one guy that I've dated that has been like that. In fact, I dont know any guys like that; I wish I did. I wish I could tell you that every boy I know puts my thoughts and wishes and dreams and everything about me first, because thats what guys should do, but none that I know do that. I think my problem is, I haven't set the bar high enough. I give in to guys too easily. I want to make better choices, choices that honor God but when I get in the moment I'm so bad at that! I push the idea of chivalry to the back of my mind and I think 'oh thats not that important' but it is I wish I could always think that. I guess no one said it was gonna be easy, so I'm going to keep on trying."